Beautiful Sunday even part of me is like giving up with LOVE attitude arh just got to bear with it cause he tolerate me for like soo long so its time for him to show me some of his true colours.I'm a simple person agak2 kau tengok aku senyap kau paham2 je la.Ok so like I'm MAD with Dad cause he wake up as early as 5.30am on SUNDAY just to send this someone to I dun even noe where mcm tak perlu and BIATCH my dumdum Dad is not your personal driver!FUCK that in your brain thanks.And DAD please unscrew part your brain and tolong selit ni kate2 anak mu dalam otak mu yg makin kecut tuh!For GOdNess sake that person is just USING you!!!errr!!!!!And like after so long ok to be specific its like 4yrs since we got our breakfast together at Mac and spent like almost 2hrs there eventhough part of me is like "Bak mate aku berat siol"but I still fullfill his breakfast session!And like finally Dad agree to go Queensway with me and the worst thing is that money grinder will be tagging along!Macam tak perlu la kan mase tu terbuang kat kau!Siak habes!I asked Dad for PS3 haha ok so kebudak-budakkan eh aku but dunnoe la if he is sooo kind hearted to bought me one!hopefully!lol!Arh penat!!!!nak tidor!!!but cannot!!!!!!arh!!!

to be continue

LOVE:if she is not worth it let it go n burn all thank you.

Morning readers!!!Fucking bored lol da pagy bute pun aku tak tdo2!Burok sak!Really can't bring myself to bed I just dunnoe why.I'm happy that days been good for me despite all the odds and many soul went left I'm still fine.I'm just to numb to feel now too lazy too think and tired to plead.Cause all this while I listen enough what do all this human did?Yea fucking step over my head like thanks la eh friends.As time past me I start to see who my friend really are thanked GOD he finally open up my eyes to see this brightly.Alhamdulliah.I really thank the friends who had been around me these days or even they are just one call away they still bother to find me I'm really thankful.I appreciate the good thoughts you all got.I can't hide my true feeling I really miss a friend who had been so devoted to me but we both cease from each other lately.Sometimes I wonder am I too much and got carried away or it is you who don't bother and say things without realising how it really stab me?I thought I've been there for you enough,listen to you and I thought we both were happy friends when we both are together but I don't think so now it seems to fade real fast.Even I was once hurt and our life were at risky pace never once I think about myself.Your life is precious to me and when I speak up it means I still care but it was sad cause you thought it was some kind of a joke.Even when those shit happens you don't bother to even say sorry I don't mind cause in friendship I don't practise saying sorry I rather you realise and make it up to me but you just don't bother and to you I'm a girl with thousand of excuses.Even part of me feel the pinch when you told me I merely forget the old circle when I had a new one I guess you are wrong about it.Maybe you forget they once had me before you and friends don't really forget each other despite all the goods and bad we went through.Distant apart but near at heart.That is friend phone call and text means nothing if we only do it out of habit.As long as the thought for them is there even if they don't see they will feel :)Despite all the that I still love you being a friend of mine and thank you cause you once make me smile :)

Thanks for making my sleepless night a meaningful nights.Thanks for listening to all my sorrow even when I keep repeating it.Suck to have me but well I know you both love me soo much.In your eyes you see me as the strongest among all but the fact is you both are the stronger one.Its not easy living in my shoe dealing with all sorts of parcel that came by each day but with you around I really manage and start to forget all the past slowly I hope you both would do the same.Indeed love is killing human slowly but I really wants us to come to life and think wisely there is many other things we could do apart from sitting and facing the wall each day.We need to breath and we should always believe the men for us will come when its time.Gitls just don't let go the men who love you cause when the one who love you more then you love your ownself left you will feel the pinch trust me cause this what I'm feeling.It sucks when love comes around and knock us down but we gotta stood strong and keep telling ourself nothing could stop us from doing what we feel like and tears no longer help to settle things down.Never gave up on ourselve as much as we gave up on others.Its not worth it. :)

Never once I forget that I ever hold you in my arms and never would I forget how you would put me to sleep. Never once I forget how we used to make fun of each other and yet laugh happily over it.And you were the first men who makes me believe that human can change just like you did.You really put a smile on my face,eventhough it wasn't the right time to say goodbye I believe fate would always brings us back or we would be granted with someone better.I love this men truckloads despite all the irritation he got he is still the best among all.He never once left me a single mark,his voice was never at the top and his manner will always maintain the way it should be.He is such a sweetheart,I would be putting a smile if I were to see you with other women if only she deserve you. :) You really feel me you came by whenever my minds wonder about you.Thank GOD we once met :)

Hello Fellows I'm back blogging pity this lil diary had been collecting dust lately!Blame me my bad for being so busy!haha.Don't mistake me for not updating cause I'm shy or afraid with human who love to critize.Whether you're a friend or a passerby just remember I flaunt my life better then yours.And friend I remember I once said"If you're a friend take my hand and take me with you but if you were my men take my heart and keep it with you"You will do it if only you remember.And human let me retype my words again I live not to pleased and only to listen thank you.Fuck you screwed up!I fucking love my life even if its uneven get it?Olrite enough let move on to a better chapter. Anyway met up with Sickbaby last Sunday I tot it was only the two of us wah skali smp Fareast kite da mcm satu kampong ah kan.BabySyasha,Fitt,ApulBelo,EjaPurple and some of themI barely know.haha happening..Had dinner at Cahaya fucking hungry!haha after food chit chat and walk down to ION thanks to Sickbaby kononnye dudok saner ader insipirasi camne nk jady kaya!giler nyer pendek!ApulBelo can't wait to be home at he is really into watching Man U match for the night.LOL but sedih MAn U lose la bro!hais.Make a move at around 11.30 for sure I would be the last one to reach home but I was lucky cause I choose 518 instead of 65!lol overall my Sunday was filling!

Monday blue was spend on sleeping!And did met up with Nazri that night to accompany him to Ah Boy to get his change his beautifool vizer to a clear one and met Syasha and Fitt at town and went to City Plaza to do eyelash extention!I'm not sastified cause it seems like no different but other say yes.Entah la,after its done cab home as Nathra and Neena is waiting for me.Met them and chillex Anis and Anna join in moment later.hahaa...Songsang night drink drink and drink....This is what happen when girls met they will always talk non-stop.Make a move at 5am AnisHunnie slept over as I promised to accompany her to the polyclinic later to fetch her MC.Once home bukan nak tidor tau ni due celaker kan still login to FB and paly game and finally she went to sleep.Anishunnie not me!haiyo.

And blessful Tuesday were spent with AnisHunnie!Went to City Plaza to get her eyelash done!Kpo betol si manis hahaa...Really look good on her.Da biken trus jady mentel lol!hahaa...Went to Grandlink for some sing along session!Its been soo long since we both spent our time together!Such a memoriable day for me!And its a bless to enjoy my sleepless day with you babygirl!After Grandlink went to Qi Ji at Century square for lunch jalan2 satu Tampines okey part ni tipu pasal kite cume jalan Century Sq je haha and after all the walking session done we both walked home!Hais dari jauh nampak flat uma kite da mcm wah home sweet home plan to conquer the bed la end up aku yg tdo sorg dier bergantung setan tol gf aku nie!Wake up to see its 10.30pm and babygirl is siap-ing to go jogging so left me and Nurul at home.I make a move at 11!And yea finally home sweet home.

Quality time are only feel if the people around truly co-operate :)

Picture talking session :)

Sunday night

Before we go to sleep haha.sweet eh cm couple kn kite!we're lesbo patner!lol

p/s:yayan n yana im missing you both meet up one of this day ok.